Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Thank You

June has turned out to be a busy month, and now it is almost over.  My 97 year old mom was hospitalized on June 10 - severe shortness of breath, nausea, vomiting, fever, and some chest pain.  She was in very critical condition for a few hours, but rallied and stabilized by the early evening.  That night she had a slight 'episode', but the hospital staff, who were so wonderful with her, got it under control.




She seemed to be doing quite well the next day and arrangements were made to move her to Kingston General Hospital in Kingston, Ontario, for an angioplasty and stent placement on June 13.  Well, the best laid plans of mice and men and all that.....I got a call from the hospital at 1 in the morning of June 12.  I had not even gone to bed that night - just couldn't seem to get in the mood for sleep.  To make a long story short, the doctor decided to send her first thing in the morning to KGH.  She stabilized by about 3 a.m., thankfully.
She had the procedure at about 11 that morning, and, true to form when they were wheeling her from the surgical ward to the recovery ward, she looked up at us and said, "nothing to it".  She spent the next couple of days in hospital, then, on June 15 (Father's Day), was released and got to go home.  At this point she is doing very well, considering her ordeal  She had 2 stents put in, and, honestly, from my observations, is breathing better than she had for months.  At her follow-up check-up with the cardiologist today, he remarked on how well she is doing.




On Father's Day, I had planned to sing Bridge Over Troubled Water in church, where I am musical director, in honour of my dad who passed away 35 years ago, but it became a tribute to both of my wonderful, loving, caring parents.  I was tired and had a sore throat, but thanks to amazing training in my early years, I can always sing, in spite of obstacles.  The congregation gave me a standing ovation, which is unusual in a church service, but, I think they caught the depth of emotion as I sang.



I am so grateful for everything in my life - I really have so much.  Every day is a new beginning, a new page to write on.  Every day I wake up and say to myself, and also to the universe, how very grateful I am to be alive in this wonderful world.  If I were to list everything I am grateful for, it would be a large book, but gratitude is really a form of love. 


Most of all, I am just so thankful to be privileged to live in this wonderful world and to experience so many amazing things.  To the spirit of the universe I say, thank you, thank you, thank you.



Saturday, May 10, 2014

New Song for Mother's Day

At the church where I am musical director, the minister asked if I could sing something for Mother's Day.  I hardly ever say no, so, of course, said yes, then set about looking up songs, but nothing seemed to inspire me.  So, on Friday night, I sat down and started writing my own Mother's Day Song, and here are the lyrics:


A Mother's Love


Like a mountain rising up so high,
To be safe within your shadow,
Like a garden so full of new life,
Each new day dawning we will grow


Like an island in the ocean of life,
A peaceful, quiet shelter,
Like a light in the darkest night,
This is the heart of a mother.


Chorus:
Her love is like the air of heaven,
Her fingers touch your soul,
Her dreams for you will never end,
Your heart she'll always hold


Like a river flowing down to the sea,
Ever changing, ever new,
The love of a mother will be
Ever constant, ever true.


Chorus:
Her love is like the air of heaven,
Her fingers touch your soul,
Her dreams for you will never end,
Your heart she'll always hold.

Saturday, January 18, 2014

New Year

Isn't it funny where life leads you?  I had a crazy fall with many ups and downs, and sometimes the downs seemed to be winning, but I somehow stayed positive throughout.  Every day is a new beginning.  2014 is going to be an amazing year - I can feel the positive vibes all around me.  I have more goals, more dreams, more plans.  I've already kind of committed to do another community theatre show, after vowing I would not - the best laid plans of mice and men.....etc.  But, I thrive on being busy and am at my best when my life is full.  Not that my life is ever empty!  There is always something to do, some new project to work on. 


Some might say that I am too old to continue on this crazy path I have carved thus far in life, but, to that I say, you can never be too old to change your goals and dreams and follow your star.  From where I sit, I cannot imagine a life of just going to a job you don't particularly like, raising a normal family, then retiring from it all.  There has to be something more.  There is something more.  There is a whole lot more!  In spite of all the ups and downs, I love my life and I know that more wonderful times are ahead.


I hope that everyone feels excited with anticipation for 2014 and that you all look on every day as a new page to be written on.  Happy New Year!  Wonderful Life!  Go for everything you want!